i just remembered the other reason why i want to get a better body. i want to do this for my boyfriend, not so he loves me more because i know that possible, but for his friends. on my birthday this year, which is on july, we’re all going down to the beach somewhere and i want them to look at me and think ‘wow he’s done well’. that might sound vain or whatever but its for him more than me, and thats quite a tall ask when theyll be surrounded by many beautiful and skinny girls - namely my stupid friends haha.

my plan for tomorrow is to have a banana before i go to school and then bring some meusli to have later on in the day for like lunch and then thats it for the day, gotta get on this properly! ive also finally tidied my room so i have space to exercise WOOOOOOO